Gone.

And there we were, dancing around the spaces between us
so large, the distance was now too much to breathe,
 too much to bear and too much to name, 

pushing you and I and us too far, and too fast.

Lost language, numbed senses, and both of us to blame.

We'd been stumbling around those spaces too long.

Until night arrived...

And each of us was gone.

"Cause you're always mine
to keep when you're gone."

photo source: here

Wonderwall.

Do we ever really know?  I don't think we do. We're uncertain.  We shift.  We falter.  We do the opposite.  Then we change our minds again.... 

and again

Human after all. :)

"I just know.  I know these things.  I am always right.

It has got nothing to do with logic: I just feel it.

For example, when I am really close to you like this,

I am not the least bit scared."

-Haruki Murakami

Tonight, what I do know is that I wish to be near a bonfire by the sea,

the taste of mulled wine warming my mouth 

and cool November air filling my lungs,

surrounded by people I miss and love.

"Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out

I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would like to say to you

But I don't know how

Because maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me

And after all

You're my wonderwall"


Sweet dreams. :)